Oh Lord.. Give me a good job I pray. Interviews from quality company to come. Those which u want me to be in..

under the big blue sky

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

under the big blue sky

it is comforting to know that,

someone out there is crying,
someone out there is laughing out loud,
someone out there is feeling disappointed,
someone out there is hungry,
someone out there has lost hope,
someone out there has found the courage,
someone out there is going through a difficult time,
someone out there is feeling lost,
someone out there is trying so hard.

so, i don't feel so lonely anymore,
under the big blue sky.

-posted by Ji Ping-

I went for an interview today!!!

Wooo my first step in getting a new job!

i feel more confident this time round.

It is a recruitment agency.

Not as intimidating.

Thanking alan n xingni n huimin for praying!

And there r always ppl who stay with u....

and i will always remember what someone told me once that "in your life, it is always those few people who are important.. "

true.

very true.

the rest will just sieve themselves out on the way.

Oh God... Help me to remain a happy person... =)

Conditional

Everything is conditional

you must fulfill something then u get something

even all forms of relationship

i got it set in stone in my spirit, soul, body everywhere

the sincerity of a person is shown in times of stress

we shall see...

In the meantime, i shall live well. I shall live out my LIFE.

and i miss my friend who is in Melbourne now...

Do what you are good at

Looking for job recently.

And really some posts offer really good pay.

I was praying and I just feel i should do what i am good at.

I need to keep reminding myself of that!!!

But... aw.... the pay is so attractive!!!

=)

Looking forward

Bad things happened for good reason.

I received an e mail from a trusted friend this morning. I think he is the last person i expect this kind of thing. But I guess it was all good. Certain things happen to only make certain things clearer.

Things i learned:

1) Be graceful to other people.
2) Relationships? No matter what a person will say to you, they are all conditional. Only God will love u unconditional. That's why the e mail comes. Coz we are not God.
3) It is just a community. Really. no matter how we try to make it not one.
4) Don't be too honest. Haha. It will do u bad...

I have decided. I have chosen to live my life. well. happy. contented.

I really think I am worth far more than what I think of myself!!!! I need to be POSITIVE!

11 03 2011

Today being the 5th day

i think i will weep if ever comes a day when u stop liking me.

one year! Thank you for loving me this much, for agreeing to it cos you want me to be happy. Although you don't understand. Although it pissed u off.

But if we pass the test we can say HI to Hanoi!

Let's look forward.

Let's love each other the best we know how.

Let's be there for each other to the best of our abilities.

actually i just wana talk today..........................................................

As i grow older

1) I wish i will look younger
2) that i will age gracefully!!!
3) I will earn more
4) those facial products which claim to be able to do what they can do... MUST work on me!!
5) I will remain slim
6) I will have hair on my head!!! and loads of them. no hair loss.
7) those friendship i build throughout the year will become even better.
8) I will be more patient
9) I will be more loving.
10) I will learn to see good in other people.

Some trust in their horses and chariots
but i trust in my God
show me that You are real
let your voice be clear
let me find you again

I think God is so gracious. It's funny how disasters can come at one go but human beings can still live on. I think we are actually very strong. Some people just have to spirit to live on, to survive, to breathe.

I tell you my insecurities
and i wonder how you will take it

what are u thinking now
what is in your mind
what is your decision
how are you
one step at a time
and u know i miss you

rehab rehab
i need to go to one

more than enough

God, don't let me go.
Strengthen my heart.
Don't let my heart give up on me.
Teach me to walk again.
Now that my strength ran out, show me Your strength.

God, don't let me go.
Strengthen my heart.
Don't let my heart give up on me.
Teach me to walk again.
Now that my strength ran out, show me Your strength.

yet again

I'm sorry that I have to bring it to an end.

we don't want to hear from it and yet it screamed louder each time we see each other.

It is so different and yet so similar and yet so familiar.

I'm sorry that we might have to miss it again.

Thank you for the understanding, joy, love and hugs.

You sure have a place in my heart.

And now I need to learn to fill that hole.

-unknown

an extract

"having eyes, but not seeing beauty;
having ears, but not hearing music;
having minds, but not perceiving truth;
having hearts that were never moved and therefore never set on fire.
These are the things to fear."
- The little girl at the window Totto Chan

i do fear.
that this heart of mine is going to give up on me.

"having eyes, but not seeing beauty;
having ears, but not hearing music;
having minds, but not perceiving truth;
having hearts that were never moved and therefore never set on fire.
These are the things to fear."
- The little girl at the window Totto Chan

i do fear.
that this heart of mine is going to give up on me.

Numbers Numbers Numbers

My friend said this that sometimes people count you like u r a sheep and not that u r human being. Sheep vs Human? I think sheep got no feelings and emotions.

Numbers numbers numbers.

Ecclesiastes 1

Everything Is Meaningless

¹ The words of the Teacher, ^a]">[a] son of David, king in Jerusalem:

² "Meaningless! Meaningless!"
says the Teacher.
"Utterly meaningless!
Everything is meaningless."

³ What does man gain from all his labor
at which he toils under the sun?

⁴ Generations come and generations go,
but the earth remains forever.

⁵ The sun rises and the sun sets,
and hurries back to where it rises.

⁶ The wind blows to the south
and turns to the north;
round and round it goes,
ever returning on its course.

⁷ All streams flow into the sea,
yet the sea is never full.
To the place the streams come from,
there they return again.

⁸ All things are wearisome,
more than one can say.
The eye never has enough of seeing,
nor the ear its fill of hearing.

⁹ What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again;
there is nothing new under the sun.

¹⁰ Is there anything of which one can say,
"Look! This is something new"?
It was here already, long ago;
it was here before our time.

¹¹ There is no remembrance of men of old,
and even those who are yet to come
will not be remembered
by those who follow.

I like this version too

Ecclesiastes 1

The Vanity of Life

¹ The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem.
² “ Vanity^a]">[a] of vanities,” says the Preacher;

“ Vanity of vanities, all is vanity.”
³ What profit has a man from all his labor
In which he toils under the sun?
⁴ One generation passes away, and another generation comes;
But the earth abides forever.
⁵ The sun also rises, and the sun goes down,
And hastens to the place where it arose.
⁶ The wind goes toward the south,
And turns around to the north;
The wind whirls about continually,
And comes again on its circuit.
⁷ All the rivers run into the sea,
Yet the sea is not full;
To the place from which the rivers come,
There they return again.
⁸ All things are full of labor;
Man cannot express it.
The eye is not satisfied with seeing,
Nor the ear filled with hearing.
⁹ That which has been is what will be,
That which is done is what will be done,
And there is nothing new under the sun.
¹⁰ Is there anything of which it may be said,

“ See, this is new”?
It has already been in ancient times before us.
¹¹ There is no remembrance of former things,
Nor will there be any remembrance of things that are to come
By those who will come after.

Sometimes u just have to be doing what you are good at and not trying too hard to be what u r not.

Else... It will really make u crazy.

Assumption is the lowest form of knowledge.

I just need to make decisions.

Give me some time.

Redeeming my time.

Weighing things.

Fearful to step out.

Fearful to step into another one.

Fearful for stepping into the wrong.

Fearful for the unknown regrets.

Fearful for the decisions about to b made.

Let Your voice be louder than mine and those around me.