made me unknown

Sometimes i wish that i can be taken to an unknown world and remain unknown n everyone around me are just ppl i greet everyday...

today being the 15th day

You said it will come life a flash!

Cold, rainy, cloudy days just made me miss your hugS even more.

I wana remain small or smaller so that your arms can always contain me.

I finally donated my bloooooooo(o+)++++++++d today.

Getting my nails done again this sun!! =)

men oh men...

Vanities of vanities.. All are vanities.

Oh Lord.. Give me a good job I pray. Interviews from quality company to come. Those which u want me to be in..

under the big blue sky

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

under the big blue sky

it is comforting to know that,

someone out there is crying,
someone out there is laughing out loud,
someone out there is feeling disappointed,
someone out there is hungry,
someone out there has lost hope,
someone out there has found the courage,
someone out there is going through a difficult time,
someone out there is feeling lost,
someone out there is trying so hard.

so, i don't feel so lonely anymore,
under the big blue sky.

-posted by Ji Ping-

I went for an interview today!!!

Wooo my first step in getting a new job!

i feel more confident this time round.

It is a recruitment agency.

Not as intimidating.

Thanking alan n xingni n huimin for praying!

And there r always ppl who stay with u....

and i will always remember what someone told me once that "in your life, it is always those few people who are important.. "

true.

very true.

the rest will just sieve themselves out on the way.

Oh God... Help me to remain a happy person... =)

Conditional

Everything is conditional

you must fulfill something then u get something

even all forms of relationship

i got it set in stone in my spirit, soul, body everywhere

the sincerity of a person is shown in times of stress

we shall see...

In the meantime, i shall live well. I shall live out my LIFE.

and i miss my friend who is in Melbourne now...

Do what you are good at

Looking for job recently.

And really some posts offer really good pay.

I was praying and I just feel i should do what i am good at.

I need to keep reminding myself of that!!!

But... aw.... the pay is so attractive!!!

=)

Looking forward

Bad things happened for good reason.

I received an e mail from a trusted friend this morning. I think he is the last person i expect this kind of thing. But I guess it was all good. Certain things happen to only make certain things clearer.

Things i learned:

1) Be graceful to other people.
2) Relationships? No matter what a person will say to you, they are all conditional. Only God will love u unconditional. That's why the e mail comes. Coz we are not God.
3) It is just a community. Really. no matter how we try to make it not one.
4) Don't be too honest. Haha. It will do u bad...

I have decided. I have chosen to live my life. well. happy. contented.

I really think I am worth far more than what I think of myself!!!! I need to be POSITIVE!

11 03 2011

Today being the 5th day

i think i will weep if ever comes a day when u stop liking me.

one year! Thank you for loving me this much, for agreeing to it cos you want me to be happy. Although you don't understand. Although it pissed u off.

But if we pass the test we can say HI to Hanoi!

Let's look forward.

Let's love each other the best we know how.

Let's be there for each other to the best of our abilities.

actually i just wana talk today..........................................................

As i grow older

1) I wish i will look younger
2) that i will age gracefully!!!
3) I will earn more
4) those facial products which claim to be able to do what they can do... MUST work on me!!
5) I will remain slim
6) I will have hair on my head!!! and loads of them. no hair loss.
7) those friendship i build throughout the year will become even better.
8) I will be more patient
9) I will be more loving.
10) I will learn to see good in other people.

Some trust in their horses and chariots
but i trust in my God
show me that You are real
let your voice be clear
let me find you again

I think God is so gracious. It's funny how disasters can come at one go but human beings can still live on. I think we are actually very strong. Some people just have to spirit to live on, to survive, to breathe.

I tell you my insecurities
and i wonder how you will take it

what are u thinking now
what is in your mind
what is your decision
how are you
one step at a time
and u know i miss you

rehab rehab
i need to go to one

more than enough

God, don't let me go.
Strengthen my heart.
Don't let my heart give up on me.
Teach me to walk again.
Now that my strength ran out, show me Your strength.

God, don't let me go.
Strengthen my heart.
Don't let my heart give up on me.
Teach me to walk again.
Now that my strength ran out, show me Your strength.

yet again

I'm sorry that I have to bring it to an end.

we don't want to hear from it and yet it screamed louder each time we see each other.

It is so different and yet so similar and yet so familiar.

I'm sorry that we might have to miss it again.

Thank you for the understanding, joy, love and hugs.

You sure have a place in my heart.

And now I need to learn to fill that hole.

-unknown

an extract

"having eyes, but not seeing beauty;
having ears, but not hearing music;
having minds, but not perceiving truth;
having hearts that were never moved and therefore never set on fire.
These are the things to fear."
- The little girl at the window Totto Chan

i do fear.
that this heart of mine is going to give up on me.

"having eyes, but not seeing beauty;
having ears, but not hearing music;
having minds, but not perceiving truth;
having hearts that were never moved and therefore never set on fire.
These are the things to fear."
- The little girl at the window Totto Chan

i do fear.
that this heart of mine is going to give up on me.