Yesterday i decided to face the truth. End of last year i really feel so tired of the kind of everything and i decided to stop doing everything and try applying to MOE. So I stopped SIM for 6 months. And i applied MOE for don know how many times and didn't get a reply. So i told God "One last time, if i didn't get in to even the 4 years course, it means that it was all not meant to be. And if this place is not a place You want me to be in, close the door completely coz i don want to go to the wrong place." And so i started all the waits...
yesterday i decided i should just call MOE and not wait for the letter and tada.... i got rejected. Mixture of emotions. Of coz i am sad and down and every word you can think of when u r in the valley but at the same time i was thinking at least i know this door is really closed for me coz i really really tried all ways... Oh well i can say with all the retrenchments going on, there are definitely a lot of good people applying with me at the same time but still i believe if it is meant to be it will be.
Arg. so what now? continue w SIM? i hate this kind of thinking game. Jen, how?
But still i think i will try again. coz i really want that cert and that experience...
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