I was reading Alan's blog and was reminded of this line that "either we overcome the situation or we let the situation overcome us"... I remembered years ago when i come to church i tell myself i want to be an overcomer. Beginning of this year i was really down to the deepest valley. I feel i have been walking round and round and i have thoughts of just staying in Malaysia with my mom where i can be laid back, i can enjoy, i can do things at my own pace, i can be a princess.. etc etc... But i made sort of like a promise to someone that i will be back to see him off before he flies to aussie. Everyday i tell myself... u made a promise, u made a promise... and i crawled back to sing.
And i decided to walk even if it is the darkest valley. I don know where i am now, but i am happy that i am walking still and loving God. Not consumed by bitterness. Still having the spirit of love in me. Still have the strength to counsel.
Of coz it was due to the many people who hav stood by me too.. :)
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